Getting Going!

I enjoyed the weekend loading -- maybe a little too much because I gained 8+pounds loading!  I know this comes off within the first few days, so I am  not too worried! But I can tell you that I don't like weighing more!  I just want to be back in the 180's and work my way down to the mid-170's -- (Wedding weight!)  I know HCG works, and I just need to stay focused and not look back!  I just am not sure if my head is in this game or not! I am doing p2 and following the rules... I don't think I will do a weight chart this time -- well, not one that I post!  I didn't have my scales with me on our trip -- I weighed 192.2 the day we left... and I weighed 201.2 when I came back -- I was 199.2 this morning (after 1 day of VLCD).  I will be down tomorrow because I can feel the loss already!  I just didn't want to be that high!!!  I know by weekend I'll be in the 180's so, I will not fear... I will keep my focus and not give up! 

loading without scales!!!!!!

we are on our family vacation and I am loading! I don't have my scales with me, but I can tell you I feel like I have gained 20 pounds so far! I can tell it in my clothes and the way I look. This has not been a normal load... but it feels as if I have done so much damage, I don't think I want to see the scales till about Wednesday or so.  I know how this hcg process works, so in a way I am not worried, but in a way  am terrified!

'll poost on Monday morning and let you know exactly where I am! I can't wait to see myself!

New Round Starting Tomorrow!!!!

My dd and I will be doing a round starting tomorrow! I was going to try to loose on my own.. but the structure and accountability that P2 brings will help me "stick" to it!  We will be traveling out of town on vacation this weekend -- I will spend the time LOADING!!!  YEAH!!!!

So... Round 5 should bring me to below my wedding weight and weighing a little less or just at what my husband weighs!!! (THAT IS A BIG GOAL FOR ME!!! -- to be smaller than he!!!)

It will be a 30 day round!  So... by June 20 I will be done with this round... and hopefully by then  have a travel date to go get my little girl in China!!!  (BIG HOPES huh???) -- I hope to be within 15-20 pounds of my goal weight when I am done. -- which is attainable!

Here we go!!!!