Hi everyone! I am at a 16.6 loss so far this round -- I compared this to this day number in my first round and I am only .2 behind (day 24 in R1 I had lost 16.8! So.. I am on track to loose my 30 pounds this round! I only have 3 more full weeks to go!!! (that includes my 3 days of VLCD w/o drops!!!) I can make it! I have been tired this weekend... really just wanting to eat without thought! But... that would be careless and wreck-less... and I don't want to waste the time -- I want to maximize it...If I can loose an additional 14/15 pounds -- that will put me at my goal!!! (191 -- 30 lbs loss for this round!) I know I can do it! I just get weary sometimes... however-- there isn't a lot going on this month (activity wise!) so I just need to stay focused and get it done!
I had thought of doing a 23 day round from April 9 - May 2 -- and probably can pull off a 15 pound loss at that time.. that would put me at my wedding weight -- I want to take all of May/June/July off -- (stabilized!!!) and when I feel like it, I'll do the last 25 pounds!!! I may be able to just cut my calories -- eat my protein and loose that way -- without going through a strict p2 -- I will try that... but.. first let's just get through this current round -- and not count my chickens before they hatch!!! I have to get to 190'ish -- and break that terrible 200 pound mark (FOREVER!!)
God is so good -- I Thank Him for this!
Did I mention, we are adopting a beautiful little girl from China? Her name is Yana -- and I don't want her to have a fat mamma! :) My husband said I need to stop thinking I am still "fat" -- I know I am.... and at times I feel as heavy as I have ever felt... I know my value is not a number on the scale... I just keep seeing myself image at what I was....It is something I just need to work through -- it will take time.
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