Day 2 -- Thoughts

I am beginning Load Day 2 -- I don't feel any differently other than gorged from yesterday's load day. So I am beginning to wonder if I will loose weight feeling so full.... However, I go to mamaclok's youtube video blog and she encourages me and it has worked wonderfully for her. It is just the beginning... I wonder if I will "feel" different today with my 3rd dose of drops. Since I don't "feel" different, I wonder if I was given a placebo? I don't think so, my Dr. wouldn't do that to me.. I can't wait to see how the next week goes!

I plan on loading today with Lasagna for supper and Jenkin's Chicken Salad and Croissant's for lunch and a Starbucks coffee (I have a gift card, YAY!!!)

I went and purchased organic spinach and asparagus yesterday, I forgot to get my Grissini Breadsticks... but I will do that today. My nurse prac. said she used balsamic vinaigrette -- but she also said she "stalled" -- I am only going to use apple cider vinegar and lemon juice -- and olive oil -- When I get the weight off... then I can add back things like that... I have SOOOOO far to go.... but I truly feel I am on my way!

I read in my devotions a moment ago Psalm 30:20 -- which says "I cried to You for help, and You healed me!" -- I really feel "healed" -- I know I haven't even lost a single pound yet... I mean YET!!! But I feel His strength -- carrying me! It is He that created the natural hormone and He that gave someone the knowledge to seek it out.... I praise Him for every bit of it and not any Dr. or person -- however I am grateful! I feel true Hope!

Here is a pic from yesterday morning (day 1 load day -- ) so this is the beginning of my journey!

btw:
My thoughts on the Placebo... well.. I went to the Dollar Tree and purchased a $1 pregnancy test... and tested my HCG and guess what! It says I'm pregnant! NOT!!!! (however I do look like it uhh?) My HCG is legit though... it registered on my preg. test very clearly! YAY!!! So you can test your HCG, even with a $1 pregnancy test! Whoo Hoo!!!!