OK. My Ob/gyn (and his Nurse Practitioner) have approved me to start this. She is to get the drops to me today! I have went out and purchased a digital scale and have some menu ideas on hand and will make a chart of them so I know what I am serving my family (and me!) the rest of the week.
I am going to measure today and take before pics -- so you know they are true -- I weighed this a.m. and was 264 lbs. I want to get to 150 (145 ideally, so I have 5-10 lbs to play with) I have a long,Long,LONG way to go I know. I will eat what is only on the list of approved food. I don't want to stay fat another day of my life, I have wasted so much of it being over weight. My husband has NEVER complained --- but let's face it - Men are visual people! I know he wants me to loose weight -- He is even willing for me to do surgery to get there -- and I am willing to do that if this does not work. However I said "if" -- I have no plans of this NOT working! I am planning to succeed not to fail! I feel focused -- this is a good time for this. I looked at myself in the mirror just before lunch and wanted to say "bye bye fat girl, I am on my way to never seeing you again!!!"
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