Up .6 this morning! ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!! 237.8 was my weight!
I have a hard time consistently going down!!! or micro-inching down!!! I am not cheating! Maybe I didn't have enough water yesterday! I will make sure I do today!
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Less than a week to go -- Sunday ends my drops (which I have plenty left in my bottle -- I had thought about just using those up!) but I am not.... I am tired -- I always feel this way in the morning -- and I really am ready for a break from all of this -- no regrets mind you, just want a break!
I have to remember, each time I have a gain like this, the next day or 2 I'll have a 1.5 lb loss or more -- so my chin is up! I am o.k. I still love loosing weight and starting to like myself a little better.
Sorry guys -- I just really wanted a loss today -- time is running out -- and to go up is very discouraging -- especially when you know you are sticking to protocol. I had a fruit yesterday (1 orange) -- but no bread, -- which both of those are allowable!
Clothes: I am also wanting to shed the clothes that remind of me of who I am leaving behind! Most of my clothes from last season do not fit me -- which I love -- but even putting on some clothes that would still work, reminds me of who I was and I don't want to be again -- so I want to shed them! I can't afford to do that -- but I do not want to return to the 263lb girl again! I don't like her! I like being smaller -- I know I still have a LONG way to go -- but I truly feel I am on my way.
anyway... ttyl.
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